{"id":220,"date":"2015-02-13T08:27:19","date_gmt":"2015-02-13T08:27:19","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/danielgaul.com\/?p=220"},"modified":"2015-02-17T10:01:33","modified_gmt":"2015-02-17T10:01:33","slug":"poem-9","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/danielgaul.com\/?p=220","title":{"rendered":"Poem #9"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>One of my biggest struggles as a Christian (and as a man) has been in my mind; controlling my thoughts has always been challenging.  The key to continuing the fight is the reminder that God is always there to catch me when I fall, help me get back on my feet, and give me strength to carry on anew.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cA Christian\u2019s Struggle against the Flesh\u201d (#9)<br \/>\nDear Lord, please be near me in my times of strife,<br \/>\nAnd give me strength to endure the battles in my life.<br \/>\nAs a Christian, two personalities now lurk within<br \/>\nMy body and mind-and only one can win.<br \/>\nThe one is my old nature-strong, sinful, and selfish, too;<br \/>\nThe other is my new self-the man who reflects you.<br \/>\nYet the old man is not gone-no, this man only leaves<br \/>\nWhen starved-until then, he battles the one who believes<br \/>\nThat God will provide for his every need;<br \/>\nAnd this, Lord, I plead:<br \/>\nI know you wish for me to have self-control, and to be patient, humble, and meek;<br \/>\nBut, though my spirit is willing, my body is weak.<br \/>\nI keep falling back to the same old sin;<br \/>\nWithout you as my strength, Lord Jesus, I cannot win.<br \/>\nI pray, therefore, that you would cleanse me<br \/>\nOf everything sinful, and carve<br \/>\nAway the lustful flesh in me<br \/>\nSo that it will soon be starved.<br \/>\nThis, Lord, I pray in your holy name,<br \/>\nThat this would (if it be Your will) come to be:<br \/>\nThat, as I mature, my balance would tip in favor of you<br \/>\nAnd that I would become dead to the sinful me.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>One of my biggest struggles as a Christian (and as a man) has been in my mind; controlling my thoughts has always been challenging. The key to continuing the fight is the reminder that God is always there to catch me when I fall, help me get back on my feet, and give me strength &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/danielgaul.com\/?p=220\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Poem #9<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"spay_email":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_is_tweetstorm":false},"categories":[6],"tags":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p5w0VP-3y","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/danielgaul.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/220"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/danielgaul.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/danielgaul.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/danielgaul.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/danielgaul.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=220"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/danielgaul.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/220\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":221,"href":"https:\/\/danielgaul.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/220\/revisions\/221"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/danielgaul.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=220"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/danielgaul.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=220"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/danielgaul.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=220"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}